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The Saturdays - Issues

Sometimes, I feel like I'm going out of my mind
Boy the way you do me it's a damn crime
And then you smile at me and it's alright
With you there ain't no in-between
Every time that I walk out the door
Tell myself I won't take it no more
there's a part of me that won't let you go
Keep saying yes while my minds saying no

Me and my heart we got issues
don't know if I should hate you or miss you
Damn I wish that I could resist you
can't decide if I should slap you or kiss you
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues
We got issues, issues, issues

It's so hard, boy you left me hanging for so long
You empty out my love until it's all gone
You change the words but still is that the same song
I'm tired of the melody
Change my number and throw out your clothes
But my feeling for you it still shows
I keep building a wall round my heart
But then I see you and it all falls apart

Me and my heart we got issues
don't know if I should hate you or miss you (damn I wish)
Damn I wish I that could resist you (can't decide)
can't decide if I should slap you or kiss you
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues (ooooh)
We got issues, issues, issues

Why fight it, can't hide it
Truth is I think I like it
Confusion, illusion
Still I don't know which way to go

Me and my heart we got issues
don't know if I should hate you or miss you
Damn I wish that I could resist you
can't decide if I should slap you or kiss you (me and my heart)
Me and my heart we got issues (we gotta work this thing out)
don't know if I should hate you or miss you (I don't know)
Damn I wish that I could resist you (yeah)
can't decide if I should slap you or kiss you
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues
We got issues, issues, issues
We got issues, issues, issues (me and my heart)
We got issues, issues, issues

Me and my heart we got issues (we gotta decide which way to go)
don't know if I should hate you or miss you...

疯言疯语

最近都有很多东西想写出来，可是写了出来，那又怎样？
我想给的，会看吗？thats why，我也免得浪费时间

可是今天就想 不如写些疯言疯语 来发泄一下。。

难道我的就是这样的人？
当我了解对方要些什么时 可是到头来又有谁知道我要的是什么吗？
我要的 对方肯定给的了吗？
其实我自己也很怀疑我自己 到底为什么这么的矛盾。。

可是到头来 我也会问回自己。。

“你了解人家的同时， 你有想过让人家了解你么？”

“为何你到现在 还是不会去信任人？”
“你一句说 防人之心不可无 就可以了吗？”
“到头来 只会在那里说没有人关心你”
“可是 你是否想过？”
“其实根本上你 都没说出来 身边的人有那知道？”
“他们不是你身体里面的一条虫啊！”

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今天你问的那个问题，其实我心里跟我口答得根本就是不一样的答案。。
我口口声声说，“不是啊！”；可是我的心可是很想说，“是啊！那又怎样？”
就算当时我把心里那句说了出来，
结果还不是一样？！ 那我也没需要说丫！

我就是一个口是心非的笨蛋

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其实我是个很简单的人，只要看到你面上是带着一个笑容。。
我就已很满足了。。 可是，我看到的就是相反；而我很想天天的把笑容挂在你面上。。

我只能说，你不是真正的快乐，你的笑容只是伪装的保护色

就算，我做了那个决定都好。。
可以过得了我自己那关么？
而我又能真正的拥有你的笑容么？
结果又是我真正想要的么？

那天感觉就像发了一场梦一样。。
而我也很希望那个梦可以延续下去。。
可是，
往往梦境跟现实 都是很极端的反正比

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最近我时常跟我一位朋友说，
对待这些东西，最重要是抱着平常心对待；自己也会来的轻松。。
可是原来我还是一样，
只懂得说人；不懂得说自己

其实有很多东西 我都很认真跟你说，
可是你却当作是我在开玩笑 或 口甜舌滑

难道我的信用就如此的少？或者你觉得我会拿这些来开玩笑？
我也不懂得怎样说你了。。
我也不想再多做些什么。。
有人跟我说过，“你不一定要跟着局势，不妨你自己去控制局势？”
其实 我也很想控制。。

可是我过不了我自己那关。。

我承认我很自私。。

我只是不想少了一个关心我，我关心的人。。。

可是我想要的 不只是现在这样

你说我，
贪心也好；自私也好。。
这就是我

Too Many IFs, Too Many BUTs;
Will ITs Become Reality?
I Don't Think So!

Sean Kingston - Replay

去睡觉鲁 说完废话。。
明天就没事。。 又是那样好好的过！哈哈哈！XD

废话 lol

有我“面书”的人应该有看过我上次放的status吧。。
现在只是想放上来跟更多人一起笑而已。。
而且这是加强版

一天去念五次经 担保以后没月经
天天在读跑马经 以为自己读佛经
你说你要取西经 原来只是去北京
到处的说道南京 问人才知在东京
我笑人人很正经 人人说我是神经

很无聊吧？！
（上次放的只有最后一句，上面的是无端端想到的）

生活不要太紧张 放松点吧~

笑一个！
谢谢阅读
希望看完之后，你的面上是一个笑容。。。
（如果是这个表情--->囧， 也不要打我咯）
送上一首 不知为什么我听了心情会不错的一首歌。。（可能是旋律吧）
Lady GaGa - Eh Eh (Nothing Else I Can Say)

"Cherry Cherry BOOM BOOM!"
这一段 转染给很多人下 lol

Songs Songs Songs

Pink - Please Don't Leave Me


By2 - Don't Go Away


Akon - Be With You


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i got a lot more waiting to post lol

REOPEN?!

What the hell it's going on in my bloody life?!
all the stuff just wouldn't go the way i want it to be.
it seems like my bloody temper it's getting more and more worse.
some more i'm getting more and more impatient.

Where it's my patient? where it's my EQ?!

just wanted to become like before, i dont want to be so darn emotional and start giving faces and raising up tone.

where it's that personality gone?!

seems like i'm just too into being myself, and in the end, i become selfish and stubborn. sigh.

until now, i'm still believe in my own path, but now, i'm just a bit tired of continue walking this path with this freaking bloody bad tempered + impatient personality.

Just wish that someone will really understand whats going on in my mind when even myself also do not understand the complexity of my mind

Life isn't about
waiting for the storm to stop;
Life it's about
learning to dance in the rain.
And I'm dancing in the rain waiting for an umbrella

What is Jester?‏

recently i learn a new word, which it's 'Jester'.
so i put it on my MSN nick.

many people asked me that what it's Jester?!

so, now i will crap and clarify some of those people thought.. haha

Jester it's actually same as Joker / Clown.
Just that Jester only appear on the Western Medieval time, that serve beside the kings.
where joker/clown will just perform and entertain anyone around them.

Not like joker/clown, Jester will will be more emotional,
Jester will only do things they want, even in Medieval time,
Jester can disobey king's order just because they dont feel like entertain them.. hahaha!
So, rather than say myself it's a Joker, I prefer that i say myself as JESTER!
since it's a new word for me.. wahahaha!!

although i want to make people around me happy and laugh always,
but i wouldn't do things under others' order, i only will make people laugh when i feel like,
not request or order by others.
(i'm not pin pointing at who, but overall there are few people did it before)

this is my personality, i dont like recieving any order from anyone.
(other than my boss, Bo Bian need to look at the salary also = =)

but i will try my best to make others to be happy, even though it needs me to bear some sort of stuff.
of cause, when it's under my own will

i will just do things that i want, not things that others want.
i live the way i wanted to be.

anyway,

i'm not just any Jester, I'm a WICKED JESTER! wahahah!



Ne yo - Mad


Akon - Beautiful (Feat. Colby O'Donis & Kardinal Offishall)

It's Been So Long Since Last Time‏

it's been a long time since the last time i update my blog, haha!

within these period of time, many stuff happened..
things around changed, people around me changed, the environment changed..
the most important it's,
I changed..

how am i changed?

hmmm i also not sure..

i'm no more the person that keep on standing there because of afraid to move on.
I'm no more the person that always stay in the room and wait miracle to happen.
I'm no more the person that just wait the other party to action.

now i realized, actually being single it's not so bad after all.. haha
i can go wherever i want, until whenever i want, go with whoever i want..
this so called FREEDOM.. wahahaha..

i had made up my mind, and i had made my move, so,
Lets hope for the best and prepare for the worst.. lol

Jessica Mauboy - Running Back ft. Flo Rida


Frankie J ft. Baby Bash - Obsession (No Es Amor)