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Not just sometimes, i think it's all the time, when people it's hurt, they tend to protect themselves from getting hurt again.. How they do that? some will choose to hide themselves from looking at the wound, until it heals itself.. some will just look at the wound and pretend that the wound it's not there.. some will just force themselves to make the wound heal faster.. and i am one of them..

But,

Most of the time many things just happened and scratch open back the wounded part. Many had said that i'm being mean, i'm being harsh, how can i say such thing to people. But, i dont think any of them will understand my thought. Do you think it's easy for me to say those things? Or maybe do you think i dont feel any pain also?? Now i only know i not so cold-blooded after all..

Maybe you will think that i treat/say things to you differently or what, but i'm still forcing myself so that the wound will heal faster.. Maybe you will think that i had changed into a perfect stranger to you, but it's just my way of defending myself and healing my wounds..

I know it's hard, but i will still force myself to do it.. because i cant just fall down because of this, Just give some time for my wound and my to heal up, that time, i will become back to the original me..

Simple Plan - Save You


Sometime, i wished i can save you, there's some many things i want you to know

But,

Paramore - Decode


I'm screaming 'I Love You So' all on My Own, BUT My thoughts NO ONE Can't DECODE