Keeping Things to Myself

I guess sometimes, keeping things to myself it's better than voicing it out..

maybe keeping my bloody mouth shut it's the best things of avoiding conflict..

but well,

sometimes things just cant be said that easily.. haha..
but i'm still waiting for the time i can voice out..

but mean time, i guess i should SHUT UP! lol

Currently Performing :-
- Self Improvement on Patient, EQ, Eloquence, Critical Analyze, Humble

So, don't think that i'm naive and nice when i'm keeping my mouth shut..
Maybe the next step you move,
i will be open fire and you.. haha
XD

I think this post basically it's just nothing but some of my bullshit
haha...
anyway.. Happy New Year..

May all your New Year Wishes come true...
^^

我到底在做什么？！

说了一些不是人说的话
理智？EQ？都去了哪里？

伤了你的心，或许伤得你很深
可是我自己的心也不好受到那里。。
说出那些话 我的心好痛

原来想说来伤人 不过现在自己痛不欲生
好让她对我死心 或 我对她死心
不过现在却自己的心在隐隐作痛

我到底在想什么？！
脑袋很清醒 可是控制不了嘴巴

或许就如你们所说
这样深深得划一刀 总比 慢慢少少划 来得好

痛

不想留在家 不想思考太多

痛

能让我成长

梦也有醒的时候 应该是时候站起来 继续走下去

不想再写了
或许blog要暂停一段时间

Christmas Season

After looking at those Christmas decoration at a few locations

Christmas Tree.. Santa Clause.. Reindeers.. and bla bla bla!
It seems like Christmas it’s just around the corner,

I guess most of the people will be happy for celebrating it,

But for me, it’s just the same old stupid Christmas like the passed few years.
Every year before Christmas, I wished for the same thing, over and over again,
It never changed ever since the time I’m old enough to think.
But everytime it just lead me to disappointment,

At first I thought that this year I would make a different,
But it turned up the same like the past years.

How come it can let me down for so many years,
Cant it change and don’t disappointment me?!

Everyone said that Christmas it’s a joyful and happy season,
But for me it’s just another day full of disappointment, How Great it’s Christmas~?!

Whatever,

I just hate Christmas.
Unless it really make my wish come true
I will still wish and hope this year will be a different year,
If there is so called, Christmas Spirit, or what so ever, make my dream come true

Although I wouldn’t be celebrating it unless it true out to be the way I wished for so many years,
But I hereby,

Wish all of you, Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.

So Called Convo

Last few days, finally I attended my convo,

It makes me waited for about.. hmmm.. 6 months.. WTH..?!
Ya! Thanks to our great Coventry University that set the rules regarding, all Coventry University student will be graduating only ONCE a year, which is in November. = =” swt

Reach there, people help us to wear up own gown that so heavy,
Furthermore, I feel like it’s kind of like..
I mean the shoulder..

with so over of cause.
Why I say like this? Because my shoulder really need a lot of strength to hold that golden thingy.. = =”

took a few pictures with some of my classmate,

then a big group photo, on separate program and whole Coventry University student.

Then we waited to enter the graduation hall,
And sit there and wait for your name to be called, and walk up and collect our cert.
After that, it’s just full of crap listening section.. = =”

Then comes to refreshment section and time for us to find our friends to take picture..
I only got a few with me, or should I said, NONE,
All of them it’s with other friends’ camera,
So I just need to wait for them to send me.. = =”

I hope you like the flower give you though.. ^^
this is the flower from my family.
big different in size.. = =
I guess I make it abit big this time.. = =

So called Convo,
Let me explain in this way,
Convo = Wait + Take picture + smile + take picture + look at camera + chit chat + crap listening + wait again + refreshment + wait and smile and take picture again
The formula it’s something like this…
Understand?
= =

Best Picture Of 2008 Conventry University Convo