Monday, February 23, 2009

What is Jester?‏

recently i learn a new word, which it's 'Jester'.
so i put it on my MSN nick.

many people asked me that what it's Jester?!

so, now i will crap and clarify some of those people thought.. haha

Jester it's actually same as Joker / Clown.
Just that Jester only appear on the Western Medieval time, that serve beside the kings.
where joker/clown will just perform and entertain anyone around them.

Not like joker/clown, Jester will will be more emotional,
Jester will only do things they want, even in Medieval time,
Jester can disobey king's order just because they dont feel like entertain them.. hahaha!
So, rather than say myself it's a Joker, I prefer that i say myself as JESTER!
since it's a new word for me.. wahahaha!!

although i want to make people around me happy and laugh always,
but i wouldn't do things under others' order, i only will make people laugh when i feel like,
not request or order by others.
(i'm not pin pointing at who, but overall there are few people did it before)

this is my personality, i dont like recieving any order from anyone.
(other than my boss, Bo Bian need to look at the salary also = =)

but i will try my best to make others to be happy, even though it needs me to bear some sort of stuff.
of cause, when it's under my own will

i will just do things that i want, not things that others want.
i live the way i wanted to be.

anyway,

i'm not just any Jester, I'm a WICKED JESTER! wahahah!



Ne yo - Mad


Akon - Beautiful (Feat. Colby O'Donis & Kardinal Offishall)

Thursday, February 19, 2009

It's Been So Long Since Last Time‏

it's been a long time since the last time i update my blog, haha!

within these period of time, many stuff happened..
things around changed, people around me changed, the environment changed..
the most important it's,
I changed..

how am i changed?

hmmm i also not sure..

i'm no more the person that keep on standing there because of afraid to move on.
I'm no more the person that always stay in the room and wait miracle to happen.
I'm no more the person that just wait the other party to action.

now i realized, actually being single it's not so bad after all.. haha
i can go wherever i want, until whenever i want, go with whoever i want..
this so called FREEDOM.. wahahaha..

i had made up my mind, and i had made my move, so,
Lets hope for the best and prepare for the worst.. lol

Jessica Mauboy - Running Back ft. Flo Rida


Frankie J ft. Baby Bash - Obsession (No Es Amor)